It's literally just one of those days, or must I say it's one of those weeks. I don't know what's going on, I don't feel like myself, I don't find myself happy, I have no energy to do anything, and I feel plain old miserable. I haven't felt this way in a long time. I happen to sit and not be able to think about anything, it's as if my mind is empty inside, as if I have no feelings, no caring for much. This really isn't the person I am but something just doesn't feel right, sometimes I feel as if everything is coming down upon me. I barely smile as I used to, I barely talk as much as I used to. This is a sign that some changes have to be made and I'm just not getting the hints, are there new chapters in my life that must be explored? Am I to to naive to accept that things aren't suppose to be the way they are? Give me a sign.


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Thought

He's a man that doesn't make me his life, but a man that has his own life and chooses to involve me in it.

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Random

Growing up I remembered seeing a old school around my neighborhood, which happens to be P.S 186. All my childhood I heard stories of this school being burnt down and having the famous folktale of bloody Mary occur in it's location. As children we seem to believe all we hear. As I sat on the BX 19 heading to work, I decide to "google" the history of the school. Amazedly I learned reasons why the school had not been reconstructed. This school was not burnt as I thought ,but closed after about 30 years of being up and running. The school was open in 1903 and closed its doors because parents request. I thought it was pretty interesting how we have many structures in our neighborhood but know nothing about its history.

Enjoy!























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Valentine day

I'm not a fan of valentine days, mostly because I believe that everyday should be "I love you day". It sucks when people show their significant other love only on that day. It has been a few years now, and I must say, this has been one of the few times where I've celebrated valentine day. My boyfriend and I are going on to two years, and the first year I refused to do anything. I didn't want to celebrate because I'm a strong believer that it's a useless day, but mainly because I was unsure about where things would end with us. As this year came around and valentine day soon approached, I decide that the person I'm with will be with me for a long time. I dislike when people decide to get their love ones flowers and a dinner and call it a day, so I decide to do things a little different this time. Why not kidnap my boyfriend and take him somewhere different? And I did as planned, I took him to Delaware where he would experience Kevin hart, one of the funniest comedian out, boy was he surprised. The smile he had was priceless. Those are the moments that make it worth a while, the drive there was great and the drive back was as good. It gave us some "us" time as well as a great day together with nobody bothering us.

Happy valentine day to you and yours, remember it shouldn't always be on one day, but everyday.



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Lucky

My sister is in Spain isn't she lucky. I hope she has the time of her life. I remember when I want to join the Peace corp, and unfortunately I did not. I believe it would have been a great experience as well as a great time to help those around us. Well at least I'm playing a great role in the children I see from day to day.

Can't ask for more!
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Happy New Year 2011

Happy New Years to you and your family. May this year bring you everything you ask for.










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