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Jealously

I'm pretty sure everyone has come to a point in life where they've experience jealousy either with a friend or in a relationship. Jealousy has become the mother of all evils . Anyone who has been in a serious relationship has probaby felt some form of jealousy. I believe that in some sense jealousy has a lot to do with insecuirty, detachment, and even the immatureness of other. I believe that in order for a relationship to experience little jealousy, they must be aware of their own qualities-what they're brining to the relationship, they must be confident in their attractiveness, and a level of good communication must be present.

Endings..

This summer is slowly coming to an end, and amazingly to say, it feels so blah. I don't know if it's because with age comes change, but this summer came and will soon leave. Many things change I guess as you get older, when younger summers seemed like years, as you got older, summers was that time where you were able to travel, not summers consist of the same during the year events, with a spice of hot weather.



Although this summer is soon coming to an end, it was a "new" one for me. This was my first summer where Jacob was all mine. je je. Although this is summer hasn't been the most active one, but being with moo moo has made it fullfilling.



When coming out of a long term relationship, I told myself, I will never date, atleast not for a while. I was scared of the whole, getting to know somebody new, getting used to their habits, and pretty much just comparing and contrasting between the person I had before and the person I'm with not.



I must say it wasn't difficult at all, like every other relationships, there are many ups and downs, but with that comes friendship, tears, and pretty much the soulmate I never thought exist. I must say, we balance eachother out.




With ending come new beginnings. :)

There are currently so many resource out there to help our children, but there seems to be a lack of resources that tells parents about their rights and what not. The best part of it all is that its FREE, yes Free! The agency I work for is so busy, and it amazes me the many families that we're currently helping. We have everything from service coordinators, to early interventions, to seit, to aid with rent, money help, you name it and we have it.

I can go on and on about this, but let's not get to carried away, it's just feels like home to work somewhere where I know an impact is taking place. There's no better feeling one can get then to know that you're helping somebody else with something they need help in.

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After a few days of arguing, and a few days of no constant communication, he asks the questions " Would you move in with me?" ahhh probably thought he would ask me to marry him huh? lmao...

Well before I jump off on tangents, it kind of made me blush, not because he asked me to move in with him but more because it was a new flash that I am a adult and things will only get harder from now on. I will have to make decisions which will effect me in many different ways, I will have to do things on my own, as in paying for stuff and not depend on my parents. It's not that I don't love him or that I don't want to move in with him, I would actually love to, it'll be something new, but I don't have to carry my burden over to my new place. I would like to be debt free, at least somewhat as well as some what a little more independent. Maybe in a year or so.. : )

Never been so stressed as I am now... sucks when people just don't understand where you're coming from, it's not about playing the victim, it's about seeing what's in front of you. Whenever one is happy there has to be other factors to mess it up. Will I be able to maintain, will I be able to deal with all the drama.

Always remember, you have the upper hand with everybody else, but I'm owner of his heart.

Taking it a day at a time. Forever young, live stress free.

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