Tuesday, September 21, 2010

It's probably been exactly more than a month since I've published something on this blog. I mean, I really don't know what to write, my boyfriend writes about things he likes, my sister expresses her feelings, keeps a blog as a journal, but when it comes to me, I don't really find anything amazing about blogging. I'll do it here and there, but I don't think this is something I can get use to.

Off on a better note, I started my new jobs, and must I say, I can't ever complain for going to college. The only scary thing that I think about now that I see myself as an adult, is "do I really want children?" It's such a weird thing to think about, I mean I work with them, and I love them, I would want some of my own some day, but I as well sit down and think about it, do I have what it takes to have children. Before it was all about, having kids, getting married, being a house wife, but as I progress in life, my priority seem to change. I've been trapped in this belief -the only thing that people can't take away from you is everything you learn. I find myself believing this. I mean you can have friends, they can say they love you, and be there forever, which is believable, but at the end of the day, what you have in that little brain of yours is the only thing that can't be taken from you. Your life can be taken away from you with the blink of an eye, so why not try to better yourself as much as you can.

Although I'm working full time, I'm still attending school, graduate level in able to practice speech in Spanish with my clients. My reason for taking this class as a lot to do with getting denied in other areas. I will re apply for my masters in speech, this time with hope of getting accepted. I hope they can see that I can do good in graduate level to then even re considered into their programs again.

O my, now I have to go, til next month. lol