Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Family


Love them..





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Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.
It's so weird that many people we love are actually in pain and there's nothing you can do. I'm in a point in my life where I'm pretty much as happy as can be. I mean yes I cry from time to time, yes I over look things, but that doesn't mean that I can't put them aside and continue to focus on what makes me happy, what makes me laugh , what makes me not want to give up. Many don't know their purpose in life, but I'm slowly realizing what my purpose is. : )

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Jackpot!


He always finds a way to bring a smile to my face. <3

Things to do before I die.

I'm super bored at work, why not think of things I want to do before I die, or so Jacob won't get mad, before I get old.

1. Go skydiving
-I've always been scared to skydive, but slowly my fear is disappearing. I'm pretty sure I'll have the ride of my life , imagine going down 120mph and just thinking this can be the last thing you do lmao... Peep this -Skydiving is statistically safer than scuba diving.







2. Visit the great wall of China

-It consisted of many people to build this wall, from soliders to prisoners, to "normal" people, wouldn't it be great to witness 4163 mile walk which has more than 2000 years of history in it.



3. Visit Africa


I think one of the coolest places where one can go witness both people and animal would be Africa. I have a thing for helping people and love animals in general. I want to go to Africa and spend a week, more or less, just helping people that need help of any source. My parents always say, "tu cree que yo voy a ir para africa quando ay gente en Santo dominigo que los necesitan, tu ta loca." It's not the same though, I'm sick of going to the same place to see "people of need". I want to see something different.

4. Diving with sharks



- This would be a wonderful thing to do, yes I'll be scared but why not do something out of the ordinary. I just feels like something cool to do, being that I can't swim, lmao... o my!

5. Build a house for the needy

-I've always want to be able to build a place where somebody can call their home, but in order for me to do this, I would have to be rich in some way. I would love to have a three story building, where people of need can do, shower, spend the night and pretty much just feel the feeling of belonging somewhere. If building a home wouldn't be possible, I would like to open a foundation to help kids with needs. It's always good to dream. : )


6. Donation
- I want to donate my hair atleast three times before I die, and once I'm dead, : ( I want to donate my organs to those that need it.


I'm pretty sure I want to do alot more things, but I'm all fried up and about to leave work! yay!

Roc Boyz bbq


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Jealously

I'm pretty sure everyone has come to a point in life where they've experience jealousy either with a friend or in a relationship. Jealousy has become the mother of all evils . Anyone who has been in a serious relationship has probaby felt some form of jealousy. I believe that in some sense jealousy has a lot to do with insecuirty, detachment, and even the immatureness of other. I believe that in order for a relationship to experience little jealousy, they must be aware of their own qualities-what they're brining to the relationship, they must be confident in their attractiveness, and a level of good communication must be present.

Endings..

This summer is slowly coming to an end, and amazingly to say, it feels so blah. I don't know if it's because with age comes change, but this summer came and will soon leave. Many things change I guess as you get older, when younger summers seemed like years, as you got older, summers was that time where you were able to travel, not summers consist of the same during the year events, with a spice of hot weather.



Although this summer is soon coming to an end, it was a "new" one for me. This was my first summer where Jacob was all mine. je je. Although this is summer hasn't been the most active one, but being with moo moo has made it fullfilling.



When coming out of a long term relationship, I told myself, I will never date, atleast not for a while. I was scared of the whole, getting to know somebody new, getting used to their habits, and pretty much just comparing and contrasting between the person I had before and the person I'm with not.



I must say it wasn't difficult at all, like every other relationships, there are many ups and downs, but with that comes friendship, tears, and pretty much the soulmate I never thought exist. I must say, we balance eachother out.




With ending come new beginnings. :)